This is my first post on my new blog. I don't expect anyone to read it. It isn't intended for that. It is really just an on-line diary of my feelings about my life and its challenges.

Christmas is 2 days away and it should be lovely. Spent with 18 of our family and friends but I'm so aware that it could be the last one which we spend together and I am trying desperately hard not to allow that to cloud my/our enjoyment.

Let's see how it goes.